When we come to a point where we sit and evaluate the things that had to come, we sit and realize that we've accomplished nothing and to only acknowledge that our prescence is a mere existence, Than we sit and really evaluate the things that have to pass, in order for us to feel capable to move and to live out our mere existnece of life that we've not passed with no remorse. So when, or who do we properly gauge with when we speak of our lives? Is it with our friends? Our Family, or how about our recent accomplishements? When all of these bring our greatest fears of remorse and regrets and unwanted feelings from the past, We slowly yet to reevalaute the things that we missed while running this marathon of life that will soon come to an end. Its called recognizing that our life, our goals and aspirations were missing the substance of our calling and our pure bliss joy of what we were made to do and that my friend is found with God and what his heart lies in. If I tell you something else I'm afraid I would be lying to you but since its only me and only can I witness to you the truth, I want to share with you that nothing is more satisfying that hearing what is needed in your lives to complete that insatiable desires that we all crave and all what we desire, Desiring a life of happiness, a life to be different from the mundane schedules, a life to want to live beyond your own means, which in all you find yourself to believe in the end that living for yourself was another mistake in finding happiness in which ended your life with finding saddness and grief. To all my thought provoking ideas and occassional moments of questioning, I leave you with this that friends and family, I really hope that pray that you find God and he reveals to you what you've been missing, the loving, just and gracious father!! Amen. | 
